我
累
了
！
我
想
回
家
！
妈妈看见我做工辛苦心疼， 建议我回去。
也许，我会考虑看看。。 。
我想留下来，可是我不想做劳力的工。。。
如果回去，我可以活得像皇帝一样。。。
如果你说我笨，想回去，你可以来试下我的工作。
如果你说我笨，不要回去过皇帝般的生活，可是有多少人羡慕可以留在外国。
矛盾！！！
Saturday, 21 November 2009
Friday, 20 November 2009
Working with old people...
I am going to change to new work environment starting next week. I am not sure how long it is gonna last for. I feel that wouldn't be long. I have such a strong feelings. I might be couldn't bear with the tiredness, because Soo is leaving after tomorrow. Only left me alone, and to finish everything before so that I can leave on time.
What's wrong with working with old people? She is the one who wash the dishes. She seriously very lo so and like to nag. Just left the kitchen a while, and being said :"lan3 dou4 sei2", she was just worried she will be the one who need to clean the tray. OMG. I was just out to washroom for a minute!!!
I can just keep quiet. Why so? Just because she is an old lady. What if she is not! I will sure complain about her technique of washing dishes! The dishes are not clean enough! Yet she said, "I have been working for 14 years and didn't see anyone dry the spoon and forks like you all do." What did we all do? We just use an empty tray with holes to let the water drop in stead of keeping it in the plastic box which will take ages to get dried!
I am lazy to say much thing, as she was telling Soo about that. She reminds me about my grandpa who likes to nag, and also praise himself. But he is my grandpa, he is so cute to me anyway. I feel like calling him, it has been such a long time I didn't not call him.
2.01 a.m. now, I have to sleep. New day, new hope.
I wish I don't need to pay for Mc D counter money down anymore, as last two days I have to pay for one hour paid =(
I wish I win a lottery and don't need to work in restaurant anymore.
I wish I am home at the moment.
Oh Yeah! Wishes will come true!!!
I will dream about it!
What's wrong with working with old people? She is the one who wash the dishes. She seriously very lo so and like to nag. Just left the kitchen a while, and being said :"lan3 dou4 sei2", she was just worried she will be the one who need to clean the tray. OMG. I was just out to washroom for a minute!!!
I can just keep quiet. Why so? Just because she is an old lady. What if she is not! I will sure complain about her technique of washing dishes! The dishes are not clean enough! Yet she said, "I have been working for 14 years and didn't see anyone dry the spoon and forks like you all do." What did we all do? We just use an empty tray with holes to let the water drop in stead of keeping it in the plastic box which will take ages to get dried!
I am lazy to say much thing, as she was telling Soo about that. She reminds me about my grandpa who likes to nag, and also praise himself. But he is my grandpa, he is so cute to me anyway. I feel like calling him, it has been such a long time I didn't not call him.
2.01 a.m. now, I have to sleep. New day, new hope.
I wish I don't need to pay for Mc D counter money down anymore, as last two days I have to pay for one hour paid =(
I wish I win a lottery and don't need to work in restaurant anymore.
I wish I am home at the moment.
Oh Yeah! Wishes will come true!!!
I will dream about it!
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
流星雨
昨晚洗澡时，这里的姐姐突然喊道，要我快点出来，到附近的公园去看流星雨！
成群结队，我围巾也没带到，出去等候流星雨的降临！
看到咯！ 我们都看到了！
我觉得 =）
两颗很亮的星星在瞬间不见踪影，还有一颗有尾巴的。我比较相信后者是真的流星。
寒风徐徐，站在草场中40分钟，我想，只有我们这么认真。
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我享受等待的过程。
也憧憬，能够跟特别的人一起观赏。
基于过于认真，时时都把笑话看得重而生气，也分不清，哪句是开玩笑，哪句是认真的。
学习着，别过于执着。
不耿耿于怀，就不会伤神，不会伤感情。
成群结队，我围巾也没带到，出去等候流星雨的降临！
看到咯！ 我们都看到了！
我觉得 =）
两颗很亮的星星在瞬间不见踪影，还有一颗有尾巴的。我比较相信后者是真的流星。
寒风徐徐，站在草场中40分钟，我想，只有我们这么认真。
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
我享受等待的过程。
也憧憬，能够跟特别的人一起观赏。
基于过于认真，时时都把笑话看得重而生气，也分不清，哪句是开玩笑，哪句是认真的。
学习着，别过于执着。
不耿耿于怀，就不会伤神，不会伤感情。
16 Nov 2009
星期一晚上，16 Nov 2009， 是我在膳园工作的最后一天。
安娣没有多话，也没有问长问短。 而我其实也不懂那天是最后一天，原本以为星期四才是最后一天。
跟厨房的龙叔，龙哥说再见。恰巧的，龙叔请我吃我最爱的软糕，是他亲手做的。
仿佛是为我饯行，不过他们其实都不懂我以后都不再那儿上班了。
临走前，跟老板，老板娘说谢谢他们的照顾，我在那里学习了很多。
他们说：有机会再回来吧，光顾也好，做工也好。
我笑。
踏出了这一步，我就不会再回头。
我感激，因为这是我在这里的第一份工作，也让我对人，事，物有更深一层的了解。
也感激，老板娘聘请我，最起码，我比人家幸运，我有一份工作。
像阿淇说的，苦尽甘来，先苦后甜。
安娣没有多话，也没有问长问短。 而我其实也不懂那天是最后一天，原本以为星期四才是最后一天。
跟厨房的龙叔，龙哥说再见。恰巧的，龙叔请我吃我最爱的软糕，是他亲手做的。
仿佛是为我饯行，不过他们其实都不懂我以后都不再那儿上班了。
临走前，跟老板，老板娘说谢谢他们的照顾，我在那里学习了很多。
他们说：有机会再回来吧，光顾也好，做工也好。
我笑。
踏出了这一步，我就不会再回头。
我感激，因为这是我在这里的第一份工作，也让我对人，事，物有更深一层的了解。
也感激，老板娘聘请我，最起码，我比人家幸运，我有一份工作。
像阿淇说的，苦尽甘来，先苦后甜。
Sunday, 15 November 2009
Sunday Night
I am back from work and had a long shower!!!
I am glad, because today restaurant was so quiet, so unusual... Was so free since 10p.m., so I left at 10.40p.m. after getting my supper, to catch the bus at 10.45p.m., so I reached home early!!!
Was so fresh after taking shower... Feeling lonely at times. Having phobia to ask for food from those who work in the kitchen, they are just crazy!!! I mean Mc D, the situation was like customers were showing black face while waiting for food, and asked kitchen, will sure be scolded. Today Mc D wasn't busy as yesterday as well.
Loneliness reminds me about this song
Someone eventually noticed that I am lost!!! I was not purposely but was just too busy to online these two days. Huhuhu.... Now only realized the importance of mmy existence =P I was touched when he apologised for couldn't take care of me and support me yet; seeing him looked like 'xin tong' when seeing me looked tired and sleepy before going to work. Yiyi has posted something on his wall, I was shocked and asked him to remove it if he feels weird. But he didn't, I was surprised. He said that is good for us. I wonder why is that good.
No date at the midnight, because he is having his sweet dream. But I have series!!! Going to watch another episode, this is what I did for the last few days, watched the new episode before sleeping...
Oh... Gan is singing in his room, I can even hear that from my room! I am so sure he is enjoying himself singing!!!
I am glad, because today restaurant was so quiet, so unusual... Was so free since 10p.m., so I left at 10.40p.m. after getting my supper, to catch the bus at 10.45p.m., so I reached home early!!!
Was so fresh after taking shower... Feeling lonely at times. Having phobia to ask for food from those who work in the kitchen, they are just crazy!!! I mean Mc D, the situation was like customers were showing black face while waiting for food, and asked kitchen, will sure be scolded. Today Mc D wasn't busy as yesterday as well.
Loneliness reminds me about this song
Someone eventually noticed that I am lost!!! I was not purposely but was just too busy to online these two days. Huhuhu.... Now only realized the importance of mmy existence =P I was touched when he apologised for couldn't take care of me and support me yet; seeing him looked like 'xin tong' when seeing me looked tired and sleepy before going to work. Yiyi has posted something on his wall, I was shocked and asked him to remove it if he feels weird. But he didn't, I was surprised. He said that is good for us. I wonder why is that good.
No date at the midnight, because he is having his sweet dream. But I have series!!! Going to watch another episode, this is what I did for the last few days, watched the new episode before sleeping...
Oh... Gan is singing in his room, I can even hear that from my room! I am so sure he is enjoying himself singing!!!
Saturday, 14 November 2009
LIFE
I am back from work. No one at home. They all went out for 2012 I supposed.
Had a little of supper - Singapore Fried Noodles. It was not as delicious as it used to be. Not because of the taste. Just because the feeling when eating the supper.
I was working from 12p.m. - 5p.m., without break at Mc D. I only had a small cup of diet coke within the 5 hours. It was just too busy. I was not given any break because I had to leave before 5p.m. After that, rushing to Edgeware station, got onto 142 bus to Bushey Heath. I was okay, not very tired, just maybe I am used to it.
Remember Kezanne asked me why am I working so hard. For what. I said, for MONEY.
I wish I could say, because I like to work! Yet, it will never be the answer!!!
Being shouted, being blamed, being scolded, I know I am gonna be used to it.
I know, if I were in my home country, I won't even step into these kind of jobs.
I wish I can hang out with friends during the weekend, I wish I could have a date, I wish I can lie on my mom's shoulder, manja with my dad...
But I know... All these are not going to happen in recent time...
All I have to, is to work! No matter rainy, sunny, or windy... =(
Had a little of supper - Singapore Fried Noodles. It was not as delicious as it used to be. Not because of the taste. Just because the feeling when eating the supper.
I was working from 12p.m. - 5p.m., without break at Mc D. I only had a small cup of diet coke within the 5 hours. It was just too busy. I was not given any break because I had to leave before 5p.m. After that, rushing to Edgeware station, got onto 142 bus to Bushey Heath. I was okay, not very tired, just maybe I am used to it.
Remember Kezanne asked me why am I working so hard. For what. I said, for MONEY.
I wish I could say, because I like to work! Yet, it will never be the answer!!!
Being shouted, being blamed, being scolded, I know I am gonna be used to it.
I know, if I were in my home country, I won't even step into these kind of jobs.
I wish I can hang out with friends during the weekend, I wish I could have a date, I wish I can lie on my mom's shoulder, manja with my dad...
But I know... All these are not going to happen in recent time...
All I have to, is to work! No matter rainy, sunny, or windy... =(
Saturday Morning
Saturday morning, everyone is still sleeping.
Gan's parcel came, only Sujai and I are awake.
Going work in 25 minutes time, but I feel so reluctant. Feel so lazy to go work on the Saturday, because I know I am gonna be busy and tired like hell today!
I wish I can still lying on the bed, under my warm duvet.... =(
Gan's parcel came, only Sujai and I are awake.
Going work in 25 minutes time, but I feel so reluctant. Feel so lazy to go work on the Saturday, because I know I am gonna be busy and tired like hell today!
I wish I can still lying on the bed, under my warm duvet.... =(
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